“The Sad Black Guy” is a show hosted by Gordon. This show deals with self-harm, self-hate from the host, and other things in life that effect him.

STD/HIV Test and Anxiety Update (S.2 Ep. 48, #091)

Last week, my anxiety returned. I share my update, on week two and how i’m handling it. Also, I went and got tested this week.

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My Anxiety Has Returned (S.2 Ep. 47, #090)

My anxiety had returned on April 29, 2019. I talk about my struggles, self-harming and breaking down in a public restroom.

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What’s The Point (S.2, Ep.46, #089)

01. Journal Entry from 2007

02. Feeling like a guest/Cinderella in my own home.

03. Getting my first iphone.

04. Ended the show early, so i played some music.

Rent going up has depressed me (S.2, Ep 45, #088)

I did a series of voice recordings of me, expressing how i felt about my financial situation.

Boom Bye Bye Homophobia (S.2, Ep.44, #087)

01.) Journal entry from June 12, 2007. I failed my drivers ed class.

02.) An update on my aunt after a horrible car crash that left her blinded in one eye.

03.) As a person who don’t care for kids, I went too my first baby show.

04.) Artist Buju Banton, bans is popular homophobic song “Boom Bye Bye”

05.) Boxer Adrien Broner went on a homophobic rant.

06.) A mother says being gay is a choice.

The Millennium Tour & Kigacon (S.2, Ep.43, #086)


01.) Journal entry from June 4, 2007. (0:03:00)

02.) Kigacon 2019 review. (0:06:51)

03.) The Millennium Tour (0:30:58)

Music Break:

B2K “Uh-huh”

B2K “Girlfriend”

Lloyd “Hey Young Girl”

Lloyd “Southside”



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Welcome To The N.H.K review (S.2, Ep.42, #085)



01.) Journal Entry from back in 2007. I took pills, after my mother said something that I found unnecessary. 02.) How did my day went. Also, feeling bad, after I finally speak up for myself.  03.) Welcome to the N.H.K review. Its been a long time since I did a review, but i made it through it. 04.) The R. Kelly interview.

My Aunt Was In A Horrible Car Accident (S.2 Ep. 41, #084)


Show topics: 1.) Reading a poem I wrote back in 2007, which is about self-hate and self-harm. 2.) My dislike for some of the employees at my job. 3.) My Aunt Was In A Horrible Car Accident 4.) I end the show with an audio recording of me talking about my new years night.

Why Bother Defending Myself (S.2 Ep.40, #083)

PLEASE START AT TIME 02:25 technical difficulties.

On this episode, I start off the show by reading a poem that I wrote, back in 2007. It was about my cat being in a cage. That leads into a topic that i wasn’t planning on talking about. The topic was about all of the cats my sister brought, and how she always keep it locked in a cage or the bathroom. After the break, I talk about how my day went at work, and me going off on some of my coworkers.

1 Year Anniversary Episode (S.2, Ep.39, #082)

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